Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Hello. Sorry, sometimes, i keep posting but never tell you guys whats going on with my life. stupid huh. ok, moving on. well, nothing much la. Everyday dance. yeah. and some day training. thats all. But this month till end of the year. Super pack crazy . My schedule going haywire i guess. HAHA! ok let see, muse coming up, serious training in bboy cause i tried the choreo and i almost die there. Like seriously. I got bruises everywhere. My shoulder, knee, elbow cause i need to learn one power move, if i believe it called SWIPE is it? dont noe eh. I just do it but fun actuali, i feeling2 ninja when doing all these crazy moves. GAMBATE raizal! you can do it!

Eh, insomia is sooo permanent sickness to me la. HAHAH. now, its almost 7 am eh still awake .Should be sleeping by now cause later need to wake up and sent off sajuto to batam. He keep insisting not too, but i refuse to heed his advice for the first time. So yeah, probably going with Isya . Then, head off to RP for Flair practice. WAH! tired isnt? imagine from habourfront go to woodland. SUPER FAR. i know, but nvm la. Its ok =)

Ok, i cant wait for tmr sharing session with jer. Yeah. but i need a long rest this week, cause HARI RAYA is coming! yeah. Not excited actuali but you get my point. HAHAHA. okok. -___-

I find her a lil bit confusing? she just in a mild of confusion, dont noe who she likes .Then, she call me irratating and said i pisses her off. SOOOO.. 0.0. yeah, you get what i mean. I mean like, what did i do? you dont like it to hear it, then say, no need to post in blog. Haiya! so errr... nvm.

okok. end here, i need to sleep la. BYE2

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Monday, September 14, 2009

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

Oh shucks, How much i hate this feeling right here. Is soo painful and almost drain my energy out. I cant feel the pwer i had before.Gosh, this is the first time i experience a different way of living, i might said. How i wish i can be back to secondary school. No complications of something called "Love" or whatever relating to it. Pls, i need my time. alone

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Friday, September 11, 2009

Sometimes, I have the definite answer in my hand but I somehow refuse to accept the cruelity of reality that I myself feel that it was unfair. You know, it was like as if you know is better off without that someone but somehow you freaking care about that person, hold onto that person expecting a FAT HOPE chance. It was freaking piss off situation to be at, but thats the beauty of life. You get hurt and you learn from it. But the question is, does love is beyond your imagination or it is just a one dimensional thought.Beat me, I myself did not know. =))

I think, you are almost the end of the chapter inside my book and i happy to spent every little fucking moment with you coz i love it =). You are the best and i wont forget. =)

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Thursday, September 10, 2009

I think im done with blogger and wanting to join tumblr instead, thanks to giselle from hip hop IG. Oh well, blogger is kind of lame nowadays with the unnecessary mischaps here and there. Sometimes, I wonder what in the world are the manager doing? Smoking some cigrattes in a chair, shaking his/her damn leg waiting for money to check into his/her account. Bloody piss with this people sometimes. Hello, wake up call!

I have been spending my time dancing almost everyday, well, except for the weekend of course. I got to say, muscle aching is inevitable, and the worst of all, junior showcase is coming up soon and to be completely honest people, IM NOT READY. My group is in the shit mess and we are not even done with the item. Good isnt it? -_____- well, even though I have the tittle of being the leader, I wasnt acting like one cause you see, being a leader is not really my cup of tea. So, in the end, putting me as the leader was like hanging paper in the wardrobe. 0.0 that isnt make any sense at all. Oh well, after all, is junior showcase, is was just like do it or die.

Sometimes I find ourselves being in deepshit when it comes to falling in or out of love. It was like as if love is a venus flying trap or something. And oh yeah , you are the insect. Once you been caught by it, thats it people, you either die inside the plant's stomach or come out survive( which i doubt so). I hate to undergo complications because i find it personally ridiculous and redundant. Sometimes, things are easy, we just see it as complicated. Damn.

I think im over you , ase. You are one of the hell stupid mindless creature that are so oblivious to your surroundings. Sometimes, how i wish we are in the cartoon world, where i can just "pop" any weapons out of nowhere and kill you that instant. Obviously, YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DIE. but that just beauty of it. I can keep toturing the hell out of you. And i shall name the show " the adventure of raizal and his fucking lover" =)))))

OK, i shall end peeps cause i should go to school early tmr but i doubt so. Hey, i told you , im NOT a morning person. Loves, rye-zal

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Friday, September 4, 2009

Pheww, Natasha battle is over . Yea, I won the hip hop category battle. I would like to take this opportunity to thank ALLAH for his forever support and blessing, friends and dancers who has been a super super super great help, my dearest member of E6 dancers and Flair Nation for their support and trainings and of course my family. =) WOHOO!

As dancers, we have responsibilities to ourselves. If you ask me how i improve in a very short moment, I would say IT IS NOT A SHORT MOMENT YALL. hahahaha. I have been dancing since secondary school days and I have been kicking my ass to work hard from there. But that does not matter. What matters is how I get motivated? Hmm. For me, I always remind myself with this phrase " If you think you can or if you think you cant, THEN YOU ARE RIGHT" It is all in the mindset. If you think you can do something, Whatever it might be, then end up you are right , you can do this. If you think you cant, then too bad, you end up , you are right too. Therefore, it is all in the mindset. =))

Of coz, you need to push yourself. Without practice, it will not be perfect aite?

But when it comes to the dance part, Just feel and dance coz whateveer you learn will fall through. =))).

YEA again, i get in muse hip hop audition which is under GIN oschool. hahaha. The audition is quite tough though cause most of them cant get in and only three freshie out of like how much? 20 + get through. Im glad my friends who get in and to those didnt, KEEP TRYING, dont give up yeah?

Ok, Weekends is of coz, my dance day off. hahaha. Hey, i need a time out man. I need to jst breathe and enjoy life instead. hahahaha . Bye earthlings!.

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